Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Im always a mile back
Looking at whats up ahead of me
Theres no way that I can catch
The things that I see

So i dont and i wait
and i look for you
but i cant and aint
its to good to be true

Bet everytime you look at me
I get the feeling that i could be
everything you wanted
everything you wanted
everything you wanted me to be

All I Think About

Another day goes by, its coming to an end
Guess id better say good-bye, to all my friends

And sometimes I wonder if you know
You're all I think about at night

The reason I cant tell you, is an underlying fright
The you will deny me, shoot down like a plane from the sky
This would obviously just be like a chorus line or something:

If I don't wake tonight
Would you pray for me the rest of your life?

If I don't come back
Would you honestly really be mad?

You said you didn't care
I think you're lying cuz you wanted me there

I'm not coming back
Wouldnt suprise me if you didnt feel sad

Monday, January 18, 2010

Anyday

I confessed too much
went way into touch
with my feelings and such
maybe needed a punch
but my thoughts and my words
though you'd not prefer
spoke my feelings true
in that you're not that her

And I know
you know
what I can't say to you
You know
that I'd make
any day with you

My interest fades
as you see the gray
wish for yesterday
what you wanted today
to be a mellow day
with feelings astray
only need to say hey

And I know
you know
what I can't say to you
You know
that I'd want
anyday with you

Never had great timing
you heart's too shining
A week I might forget it
Now I sit and can only fake it

Someday, with time passed
I'll accept the painful sass
Emotions will be detatched
Never have to see that lately
But I'll have to ask
What you felt behind that mask
Maybe there'll be a second chance
I doubt I'll ever do that dance

And I know
you know
what I can't say to you

The Storm (Play)

"Storm's coming quick" said the father to his boy
Mighty damn thing blew his precious favorite toy
His most prized possession gone with no trace

Didnt wanna waste more time
Didnt wanna waste more time

Sitting at 5th & main, he waited for the crash
Black holes transfix his apathy with a crash
Feed the emptiness within his hole
Needed a lover to look after his soul

He didnt wanna waste more time
Felt like nothing was on the line
Because restless as the storm moved west
....shit.....why concentrate?

Storm left everything wrecked in the boys' shed
but the toy lay in the hall, remaining by the dog's bed
he couldn't wait to play, enjoy the day
ignore the wreck and take life as it may

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Delinquency

One by one
She say "This is losing all its fun"
Two by two
She say "What else do I have to do?"
Three by three
He say "Too bad you ain't ever gonna leave"
Four by four
She'll never understand attachments are always sore.

Five by five
She say "I miss feeling alive"
Six by six
She say "I fall for his tricks"
Seven by Seven
He say "You won't be forgiven"
Eight by Eight
She'll never understand how long she'll wait.

Dreaming of shows with a place to call home
Insecurity kills her sleep, he drifts in too deep.
"No way she'll keep, you'll always console her, she'll always weep."
He laughs, smiles, knowing he continues to roam.

Nine by nine
She say "I go back everyday cuz everything is always fine."
Ten by ten
She'll never understand what her life would have been.